Today I used one of those calculators to see just how pregnant I am. Very technical terminology used here, I know.
It appers as though I’m 5 weeks pregnant. 5!!! Its alsmost halfway through the 1st trimester and I cannot be anything but stunned. From a young age I was told that IVF would be my only option and so now, after all the positive tests (I might stop buying them at some stage), I’m fairly sure that I am!!
I’m pregnant. That still hasn’t sunk in yet.
I’m worried about bout the boys. I’m worried about money. I’m worried about my job. But I’m so happy that I can’t help but grin all day.
I’m trying not to stress too much about things I can’t control. I know I will be judged by people who at the moment feel they have the right to comment on my family: my partner and the boys. The more I look at them though, the more I realise that I don’t actually care. I don’t.
I figure, my family and friends will stand by me, others…. well, others I don’t give a flying fuck about.
I now spend my time on the internet, looking up info and other blogs 
Congratulations ! Know you can never plan very far ahead and it’s so much more fun to ‘wing it and see’ any way !
Good Luck !
Congratulations!!! Your adventure is just started! Being Pregnant is something that still leaves me in a state of near constant wonder. I really wish you good luck!! Just had my first little boy, such a wonderful experience. If you are thinking of names by the way, check out http://www.bounty.com/babynames/ where you can search names by meaning and origin. My little boy is called Marlow and he is just perfect. Fingers are crossed everything goes well for you xx Jo ps. love you blog