Friends are funny, funny people. At least that’s what I think anyhow. My most dear friends, MM, has been wonderful. Not pushing, not prying, but she’s just there, supporting me when I need her. But others… others ran away. Pretended nothing happened. Some never even asked ‘hey, how’re you?’. Even when I first started to come [...]
Archive for September, 2009
friends
Posted in grief, miscarriage, tagged lost friends on 30/09/2009 | 1 Comment »
rollercoaster
Posted in grief, miscarriage on 16/09/2009 | Leave a Comment »
rollercoaster that’s what life is like at the moment. i was doing so, so well yesterday and this morning. so so well. i didn’t break down once (unlike monday, which was not such a good day….). one of the girls at work very excitedly told me that a staff member in our UK office is [...]
silence
Posted in grief, loss, miscarriage on 15/09/2009 | 2 Comments »
i dont talk much about that friday afternoon when our world shattered into pieces. i don’t know what to say… DP and I went in together to hear the heartbeat… within minutes we were broken. We were just…..I don’t know…. we were nothing. I remember sitting on the curb, beside the car and i weeping. [...]
14 days…….
Posted in grief, loss, miscarriage on 11/09/2009 | Leave a Comment »
14 days.. thats how long its been since we found out… 14 days… a lifetime it seems… back at work, back doing normal things, but still, life seemed to fracture. things don’t make sense anymore to me… we went to do some shopping last night. nothing major and walked into K-mart to have a look [...]
today
Posted in About us, Family, loss, miscarriage, tagged loss on 06/09/2009 | Leave a Comment »
today is fathers day. weeks ago i thought how special today would be for us. i have 3 stepsons, so fathers day is very important. this year, we were going to have an extra special one… but there were other plans in store for us i guess… woke up early and boys helped me to [...]
WHY?????????
Posted in About us, Family, loss, miscarriage, news, pregnancy, tagged loss on 05/09/2009 | 3 Comments »
i read and i cry. my last post… 9 weeks. huh. its been so, so long. almost a month and my life, our life, just seemed to stop. life was good. really, my belly was growing and we were so excited. on friday, 28 August we had out 12 week ultrasound… i still cry. its [...]
